On a tous écrit sa lettre. Fifi a eu la mienne quand j'avais 12ans. But I'm still there. We are suffering, but we must go ahead and try to see what is after. I know that I'm gona suffer and be hated, and that I'm hating myself right now. But you know how you feel about her and what she did. You've to cope with it, you have to suffer. Maybe you are gona be stronger, or maybe you're gona be weaker, but only then you will be "allowed" to do it. Not now.